feel free to skip this part. It might get better. Not sure though.
This blog is named "Quest for Clarity". I am deep in some mental and spiritual fog at this point in my life.
Is life confusing for other people?
(Plus I am having a hard enough time figuring out the how-to's of this blogging business.
Clarity of thought will have to come later, once I get the hang of this.)
I don't actually believe anybody is reading this, so it shouldn't matter if I seem stupid.
Or boring.
Right?
OK I understand now that this blogger only works properly for me in mozilla. That makes this thing a whole lot easier. (Whew!)
Whenever I am learning something new it throws my whole system off for a while. (This has happened to me many times before, so I know). After a while I will be blithely blogging. Easily editing. Delightedly downloading. Or whatever.
"In the middle of our life's way
I found myself in a wood so dark
That I couldn't tell where the straight path lay."
Dante's Inferno
Canto 1 verses 1-3
That I couldn't tell where the straight path lay."
Dante's Inferno
Canto 1 verses 1-3
It seems that no one finds themselves in Dante's position these days.(Except me)
Everyone seems very sure of what is TRUE (Except me)
???(Of course there is a lot more information now.
People may just be smarter?)???People loudly proclaim their own views.
I listen to many different points of view.
I readily see other peoples points.
I might not adopt them myself, but I see them.
Thus, I often feel like a "chameleon on a plaid blanket".
This has become so uncomfortable for me.
I stay out of society as much as I possibly can.
I don't think I can get the hang of this "being human".
Everyone else seems so confident .
( I have a lot to learn. Always at "Beginner mind".)
I guess that is good. Does anyone else feel this quandary?
(Plus I am having a hard enough time figuring out the how-to's of this blogging business.
Clarity of thought will have to come later, once I get the hang of this.)
I don't actually believe anybody is reading this, so it shouldn't matter if I seem stupid.
Or boring.
Right?
OK I understand now that this blogger only works properly for me in mozilla. That makes this thing a whole lot easier. (Whew!)
Whenever I am learning something new it throws my whole system off for a while. (This has happened to me many times before, so I know). After a while I will be blithely blogging. Easily editing. Delightedly downloading. Or whatever.
In case anybody should read this, I am goofing around here,
I am playing with blogger features. I learn best by playing. What I do
while learning probably looks dorky. Who cares?
I remember- this is what it is like to be a kid. I can remember just to relax and have fun with it all.
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