I am just doing exactly as I please all the time. I feel as if I am actually a dead person ( The queen of the dead, night of the living dead, grateful dead )and that the only reason I am spending time in this world is that I have infinity and eternity to work in and thus cannot “waste time”and I find this realm interesting for many reasons. Most of the time. Everything I am doing is for the greater glory of Divinity and for the highest good of all sentient beings, so how can I go wrong? I find it very difficult to get too concerned about it all either. Maybe I've died and gone to heaven?